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QUESTIONS FOR THE ETHER

Hello, this is a series of little rambling questions just to throw out into the great beyond. It doesn't have to mean anything. Hopefully it doesn't end up boring to witness me talk to myself about sad nothings.

WHAT DO WE LEAVE BEHIND?

When we are gone, when we aren't around, what do people think of us? What memories do they hold of us? Not even post-mortem. I want to know what people think when they think of me.
Am I remembered fondly? Am I remembered at all?
I hope that I can be remembered as a good person. I think a lot about leaving people unhappy in my past. I think the worst thing I can be is hated. I want to be on people's minds, that is probably quite narcissistic.

We leave behind everything. We take nothing with us.

WHAT CAN WE SAY TO THOSE WHO ARE NEVER COMING BACK?

The hardest part of connections with people is when they are one day over. When people are gone from our lives we have so much that is left unsaid. There is no closure, we cannot reach the people we have hurt anymore. We can never make up for the past because we can no longer say anything to them. They would not listen. But it breaks my heart.
When we lose people, we can never tell them how much they meant, there is no future. It is a dead end and we just have to accept that it's going to be left incomplete. I think even if I got the chance to speak to them again, I wouldn't want it. It would be wrong, nothing I say could change anything.

I can never say goodbye. Our last words were not special.

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